It's the end of the month. I'm so fucking poor.

good evening, everyone. I'm Yuanxia.

Today is April 27, and the terrible end of the month has finally arrived. at this time of every month, friends around us begin to cry poor, and copywriters like "I don't want to fall in love, I just want to get rich" frequently appear in the circle of friends.

whether they are fashionistas wearing thousands of yuan tide cards or simple canteen professionals, they will not escape this curse.

at this moment, everyone's gap between the rich and the poor has been pulled to a very low level-everyone is poor together.

this situation will probably last for about 5-10 days in moments, and after the 1st of next month, people will start posting travel locations hundreds of kilometers away, sending photos of Japanese food per capita of 200 +, or the lights and drinks of a night show.

but I have found that a rich life is always the same, nothing more than eating good food, playing fun and using it, but when it is poor, it can be rich and colorful.

so we selected 14 stories about "poverty" from 2 million solicitation items.

"there are bound to be people in this world who are more miserable than you.

@ Mobbdeep

so that I have been laughed at since I was a child, and no one wants to play with me.

now the family is better off and finally leads a normal family life, but when I see the empty bottles on the ground, I still think of those hard days.

so I pick it up every time, gently throw it into the trash can, and let it wait for the next person who works hard for a living to pick it up, no matter how old, no matter who it is.

@ obsessed with Amu Xi.

it is a burden to be poor enough to have your period, because you can't even afford sanitary napkins.

up to now, I dare not recall, nor can I remember the days when I was so hungry that I felt dizzy every day.

confused, neurasthenia, can not be called a normal person.

@ wanmaoxun

as a result, when I checked the whole process of getting the medicine, I didn't have enough money on me, and I owed 400 yuan.

after borrowing money from a friend to buy medicine, he has only 80 yuan left. After 22 days, he can only spend less than 4 yuan a day on average.

taking medicine requires a lot of nutrition, but I have no money, so I have to eat an egg every day, then cook porridge to drink, but still lose a full 10 jin.

at that time, I was in a daze every day, like Alzheimer's, suffering from physical and mental suffering.

every day I think of committing suicide. I feel like I'm so miserable. What are you still doing alive?

my friends know that I am stubborn and dare not give me money, so they have to take me out occasionally to eat and eat, so I barely survive this difficult 22 days.

the most memorable 22 days.

@ Cai Fanshuo

when he was the poorest, in order to save water charges, he wore a piece of clothes for three days before washing;

bought a bag of Kang Shifu instant noodles with 9 yuan and 6 bags, and ate 6 meals in two days;

bought a canned fish, two fish for two meals, and the rest of Douchi for the third meal.

missed the last bus home, so I walked back for an hour.

I have no money to pay the rent, so I have to live in someone else's old house, sleep on a straw mat on the floor, and use clothes as pillows and bath towels as quilts.

"maybe it's just that our abilities are not worthy of desire. "

@ Hungor

when I was a freshman, I spent more than 70% of my living expenses on headphones and paid music, leaving only 300 to 400 yuan for living expenses.

when I thought I had devoted my life to music, I learned that another classmate's shoes were worth several pairs of headphones, even though he didn't love his shoes much.

I realized that the degree of love for things does not depend solely on how much money is spent.

@ Yingzi

one of the things I often do is to eat Rice Congee with pickles for a period of time, save one or two thousand yuan, and then go to a city for three or four days to see different cities, meet different people, feel different cultures, and then come back to eat Rice Congee with pickles.

so I have always been poor, but this kind of life is not too bad.

@ Avigo

I put my usual savings and living expenses into it, and I still owe a lot of debt.

from now on, I can only eat in the canteen every day. Watching others eat midnight snacks at night will really drool.

it's really a tough time. I warn my friends who love it to look back.

"in fact, I could not have suffered so much.

@ Joy

the best friend of the opposite sex graduated and bought him a 6000-yuan watch for six months.

for half a year, I only spend three or four hundred a month.

sometimes I have to ask my roommate for toilet paper. I drink Rice Congee with mustard almost every day.

I have loved that friend of the opposite sex for 9 years in the name of a friend.

@ semi-drunken

at that time, he had no money to repay the loan, the rent was 1200, and he was cheated by 2000 + on the Internet.

so we ate fermented bean curd and egg rice for half a month before we paid off the debt.

@, my department sweet potato

has been with my ex for three years.Ask me for money for some reason.

but I love him very much. Without listening to my friends' advice, I can give him 1000 of his living expenses a month.

that month I only had 200 yuan, a bag of cereal for breakfast, a steamed bread at noon, and 1.7 yuan of green vegetables and rice in the canteen in the evening.

by the end of the month, I had only ten yuan left. I dared not go anywhere that week. I only ate cereal in the dormitory and occasionally relied on my roommates to help me.

I was so weak that I had a high fever and changed my zoster rash. I even borrowed money for injections from friends.

finally I found out that I had always been someone else's mistress and had been cheated alive for three years.

"some people are poor, not necessarily poor.

@ Destined

I am worse off without her than a beggar.

@ WBUNING

whenever I want to express something, I find that my language is too weak to say a word.

what's even more frightening is that I recently found myself standing still for half a year.

I just began to feel panic and remorse for the wasted time.

@ Road

but I feel really poor as soon as I leave my job, I may not be able to find a job.

@ zero

I have been with her for more than a year and have not given her a decent gift.

because you need money for meals and dates every day, you have to have an abacus in mind, and the student party can't make any money.

so we broke up and recently we are doing a part-time job to give her a lipstick she has always wanted as a breakup gift.

I still love her, but I don't have the ability to protect my love.

this is my poorest time.

"finally. "

the day I did this tweet, I read everyone's stories backstage for a whole day.

after reading all the stories, I found one thing.

on the one hand, most people are actually not that poor, but on the other hand, their hard work is real, not pretending to be poor.

compared with the era when transportation was inconvenient and the Internet was blocked, it is not easy for young people today.

Feel your extremely best in royal blue evening gown with sleeves! This is the part for the unique, as you.

because after we broaden our horizons, we will find that we want to do too many things, and this kind of "want" can not escape.

if you want to be good to your stomach, you go to eat good food;

you want to grow old less quickly, then you cling to skin care products;

you want to get closer to your ideal, then you tighten your belt and buy equipment for class;

you want your loved one to be happier, and then you try to give your girlfriend some decent gifts.

I want to say thank you to the people who have been with me in headphones for several years before I choose to pay for their work.

but helplessly, we always don't have enough ability now, so we have to live a life of scarcity.

in fact, everyone knows very clearly that we were not so miserable originally, and this kind of poverty is entirely our own choice.

so, although we are poor now, we are actually happy to be poor. At least we know what we are poor for.

and, for these things, we must be good enough to face these "desires" comfortably.

good night.